Mormon Stories Podcast
Mormon Stories Podcast
Dr. John Dehlin
Losing a Child After Losing Mormon Faith w/ Jennie Latham Johnson | Ep. 2019
3 hour 30 minutes Posted May 12, 2025 at 6:00 pm.
Introduction00:04:25 Background on her parents, who were both converts to the church00:14:02 Their early family life00:18:37 How did her baptism affect her00:23:04 Stories about her grandmother, and the passing of her uncle00:25:14 Her mother began looking into her ancestry and finds out she has other family in Texas.00:29:30 Jennie loved theatre as a kid00:38:02 Her dad was very strict with what content they were allowed to watch00:45:45 Confessed to her bishop about sexual sin00:49:33 What is a patriarchal blessing00:54:46 Discussing her marriage01:06:09 Hated sex in their marriage because she was so afraid of it before01:22:39 Jennie’s reaction to the new changes for women's garments01:36:48 Who was Fanny Alger?01:40:46 Who was Helen Mar Kimball?01:49:00 Told her husband that she wanted to stop attending church, and he is thrilled01:54:00 They officially separate, and decided to start dating other people02:02:28 They unexpectedly got pregnant02:13:49 What it is like to have a newborn with a health issue02:21:32 Izzy’s passing02:52:50 Unsupportive things people have said to her, and what to say instead03:00:25 Discussing the stages of grief and the healing process03:10:23 Pressure to have a Mormon funeral03:19:05 How does she ground herself when things feel uncertain03:27:58 ConclusionMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:MormonStories@gmail.comPO Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord
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In this deeply moving and raw interview, Jennie shares her powerful life story—from growing up in a strict Mormon household to breaking free from the expectations that shaped her identity. She opens up about her parents’ conversions, her challenging marriage, the emotional toll of purity culture, and her gradual disillusionment with the church.Jennie also recounts the heartbreaking loss of her daughter Izzy, and how grief reshaped her spirituality and perspective on life. Through it all, she finds resilience, healing, and the courage to choose herself.A story of love, loss, faith, and transformation you won't forget.Topics Include:-Childhood in a devout LDS family-Marriage, purity culture, and incompatibilities in marriage -Crisis of faith and discovering church history-Navigating grief after the loss of her daughterSubscribe for more real stories about faith, loss, and rebuilding.Show NotesYouTube00:00:00 Introduction00:04:25 Background on her parents, who were both converts to the church00:14:02 Their early family life00:18:37 How did her baptism affect her00:23:04 Stories about her grandmother, and the passing of her uncle00:25:14 Her mother began looking into her ancestry and finds out she has other family in Texas.00:29:30 Jennie loved theatre as a kid00:38:02 Her dad was very strict with what content they were allowed to watch00:45:45 Confessed to her bishop about sexual sin00:49:33 What is a patriarchal blessing00:54:46 Discussing her marriage01:06:09 Hated sex in their marriage because she was so afraid of it before01:22:39 Jennie’s reaction to the new changes for women's garments01:36:48 Who was Fanny Alger?01:40:46 Who was Helen Mar Kimball?01:49:00 Told her husband that she wanted to stop attending church, and he is thrilled01:54:00 They officially separate, and decided to start dating other people02:02:28 They unexpectedly got pregnant02:13:49 What it is like to have a newborn with a health issue02:21:32 Izzy’s passing02:52:50 Unsupportive things people have said to her, and what to say instead03:00:25 Discussing the stages of grief and the healing process03:10:23 Pressure to have a Mormon funeral03:19:05 How does she ground herself when things feel uncertain03:27:58 ConclusionMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:MormonStories@gmail.comPO Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord